When I started this blog I wanted it to be somewhat a fashion/lifestyle blog but I was always lazy or unspired to write and I realised that I was never what I wanted to write or why I wanted to write. It will be still be related to fashion but maybe not so much about lifestyle cause if you know me, I don't really have the best lifestyle.
To help explain this sudden change, you have to understand why I write. I love writing, I know I'm not particularly good at it and I know I'm definitely not very engaging but I write because sometimes I'm too afraid of the things that come out of my own mouth. I write because I can express my feelings without saying a word. I write because I don't have to wait for a response and honestly, I don't need a response. Last but not least, I write because it eases my insanity (as I mentioned in my previous post).
Some of you might know this, this is not my first blog, I also abandoned my other blog because I wanted to have a fresh start, I wanted to write about things that I actually enjoy writing about yet I almost failed again, I was starting to drift away from this blog. Until today, after a wave of depression and a massive headache, I found out what I truly wanted to write about and from today I'm writing for myself. I'm sick of thinking what others might think when they read my blog, it's a fucking personal blog and it will be for me and the people who give a shit about my life (or my irrational thoughts). I'm sorry if I'm being selfish, I'm just too tired now to really care about what random people think. To those who choose to continue reading, my life/thoughts is/are really not that interesting, well in my opinion.
By the way, I changed it to ciggarettes and coffee because these substances are keeping me running (oh and my boyfriend).
Oh and cigarettes is unavailable so that's why it's gg not g.
Well, thank you for reading?
Như.
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